On A Dormant Spirit
Man, stepping onto that tennis court after what felt like eons was like hopping into a time machine. Seriously, I’m not just talking about a change of scenery or a break from routine. It was a jolt to the system, as if I’d plugged myself into some cosmic outlet.
You see, as we grind through life, we sometimes forget the things that made us feel alive in the first place. We get so caught up in the hustle—the bills, the job, the endless responsibilities—that we become these hollow-eyed city dwellers just struggling to make sense of it all. But dude, playing tennis again was like getting hit by a lightning bolt of pure vitality.
It’s funny how a simple game, a racket and a ball, can reignite something so profound. The moment I served that ball, it wasn’t just the game I was engaging with; I was volleying with my past self, rallying with the dormant pieces of me that had gotten buried under years of monotony. And man, I felt younger. Not just physically spry but mentally agile, as if the years had peeled off to reveal a version of me I’d forgotten could even exist.
So what’s going on here? Is it nostalgia? Maybe a smidgen, but it’s more than that. It’s about tapping into a primal version of yourself that exists beneath the layers of adulthood, mortgages, and nine-to-fives. When you play, you’re not just interacting with an opponent; you’re dialoguing with yourself, with your limitations and your capabilities, and there’s something incredibly refreshing about that.
You might think, “It’s just a game, get over it.” But is it really ‘just’ a game? When I was out there, serving, volleying, sprinting—it felt like a much-needed conversation with myself. A check-in to remind me that underneath all the ‘adulting,’ there’s still a guy who loves the thrill of the chase, the victory of the point, and the simple joy of movement.
And here’s the kicker: if a simple game of tennis can act as a portal to a younger, freer self, what else are we overlooking in our lives? What other forgotten pastimes or unexplored passions could reignite that spark?
So, whether it’s tennis or something else that’s gathering dust in the corners of your memory, maybe it’s time to serve that ball and see where it takes you. You might just find that it lobs you back into a headspace you’ve been missing—a state of play, a state of youth, a state of being damn alive.